A fly 2 sleeping pills and naked me

Well after getting rudely awoken by a fly I am now suffering the effects of sleeping pills, I feel sorry for the hotel guests that can see into my bathroom (always forget to pull down blind) as I'm naked trying to swat the fly (must have looked like a pink fat ape). So back to the sleeping pills, in the height of my addiction I was popping sleeping pills like tick tacks as sometimes I want to feel myself falling into the darkness, the feeling of losing control became almost part of the euphoria as I never really feel like I have full control of my life, but when I take them I know that the sleep is guaranteed and as sad as it sounds that gives me a feeling of happiness, I now only take the, when I know I don't have the baby as I really suffer with my sleep if I'm stressed as the Tourette's or the busyness in my head.
Imagine laying on the floor of a lift on the second floor and as the lift starts to descend the lights slowly get dimmer and the feeling in your body slightly numbs, each floor the lift gets darker and your body starts to feel like a wave of numb is crashing over you then as it gets to the final floor the lift floats into a warm black abyss, that's how sleeping pills make me feel, there is no bad thoughts no Tourette's, no angry horrible luke just nothing. I have never wanted to admit I enjoy taking drugs but the sad thing is they allow me to disconnect from the me I hate.

So I have the taste in my mouth that the pills always leave and if it not for the fly trying to see how many times it could fly into me before I finally got up and went hell of leather with a moccasin (my casual slippers that allow outside walking) I would still be in bed feeling like the world is too noisy today, or too busy. It's weird that something can happen as small as a flying shit eater buzzing about to change the course of my whole day or at least the start of it, so I say to those people struggling to get up or feel the busy, noisy world is too much, allow the smallest of changes to change the course of your day. 
Well I'm going to make the most of the fly attack and go to Tesco for bacon, although it's almost like the second I walk into the store a narcissistic switch gets turned on, sometimes I have to walk out and go Morrisons (Morrisons Rugeley is always quiet compared to Tesco) also it seams tesco's is a beacon for ass holes, I mean the day this store opened someone took a shit in the isle !!!!! 'A SHIT' who takes a poo in Tesco's dairy isle ??? Although they could have had issues with cheese, I mean I wanted to take a shit in someone's kettle once but I had drank a whole skull vodka and helped relieve Columbia of a lot of dancing dust

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